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[Jun. 20th, 2007|10:56 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | Right here waiting - Richard Marx | ] |
I feel like i'm living in one big lie.
I don't understand myself anymore.
Its such a scary feeling.
When you look in the mirror,
and you don't know who you are.
There are so many things i want to say,
but feels like no one would listen,
or maybe more of the fear that i dont really trust anyone,
because i'm afraid of what they'd think of me.
I'm just like everyone else,
I want to be loved and accepted by people around me,
and its hard to live up to everyone's expectations.
Everyday i put up a front.
It gets so tiring at times.
I know i've got issues deep inside me,
but i don't know how to face up to them.
If only i didn't perceive life to be that complex. |
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